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LTC'08 16-18 May

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Hello

back from guides LTC. Did most of the stuff we usually did during CCA sessions :)

I think I am kinda disappointed in myself for not performing as well as I planned to. super slanted ladder.... 15 min e-shelter.... etc. My skills are seriously not up to par :( But I'll try. Jiayou!

On friday, the sec 4s and Miss Teng got pretty upset with the way nygg performed during the CCA session. Though I am not too sure what exactly happened as the sec 3s were all at botanical gardens for the wide game, I think we all had the responbility.

Respect.

Sense of urgency.

Skills.

I mean... these are stuff that has been emphasized on for as long as I can remember, but they are all going down at a pretty fast rate. The way we upsetted our sec 4s.... it's really unacceptable.

We must all jiayou ok Sec 3s!

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before LTC camp :)

Friday, May 16, 2008

Yay... going for camp until sunday :)

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birthday wishes

Monday, May 12, 2008

Thank you all for your birthday wishes!

Jing Yao :)
Colin :)
Fang Qi :)
Yimeng :)
Sarah :)
Xiao En :)
June :)
Linxi :)

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Happy Birthday to me :)

Sunday, May 11, 2008

YOURS TRULY HAS FINALLY TURNED 15!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, had a pretty good time this weekend. Had dinner with my family and had cake :) Didnt bring a cake to school like last year, cos everyone is so busy and everything. So it's much quieter. Stella remembered though, and gave me presents (a key chain and a glitter globe). Thanks a lot! Mum bought me a wallet and my eld sis gave me a musical box :) Thanks daniel for the birhday wish :)

Kinda special my birthday falls on mothers' day this year. Lots of love Mummy!

I bought a bag for my mum with my lil sis. Hope she likes it. I gave myself a present too... which was 10 hours of sleep on Fri! Haha. I probably will have to sleep less to finish up my work now, but nvm.

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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Ok... I was overly emo when writing the previous post. Happens when I'm tired and meet setbacks at the same time. haha. I shall stay happy :)

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Life... or the lack of it

Saturday, May 03, 2008

It's been sometime since i last posted. My ankles quite fine by the way...

Kinda stressed i think. My life is kinda in a mess... well not really wrecked up by some major event.... but it feels like it's being controlled by deadlines, work and stuff. I know it's something i have to deal with by managing my time, but it seems like a very long time since I actually had time to spend a day with my family. Not that i work none stop, i still do have leisure time during the weekends to read a bit or watch tv. Just that, i find that i keep thinking about the stuff i need to do every now and then, worry about something and stuff like that.

I know it's my responsibility to complete my work and do it well, but it's quite hard too. Sometimes I really just wanna put everything down and spend time with the people around me. I mean, i know friends who are having a hard time as well, and I want to be there for them. My lil sis also needs help with her work, but I can only teach her when I have time.... but she's having her PSLE this year. How much time does she have?

Some how I feel kinda isolated sometimes. And maybe selfish? I dunno. Maybe I'm just tired. Or a lil disappointed I'm not really in anyone's world, or that I don't really have a very close-nitted group of friends. Disappointed with my results. Disappointed with my performance in pretty much every aspect in life. Screwed up academics, Think Tank, role as a sec 3 in guides... I'm not a very good student, friend, sister, leader... I rmb starting off the year wanting to improve. Seems like im deteriorating in everything.

Well, I guess I really can't complain. I'm not working as hard as some others or facing as much as others. Problem lies with time management skills. Maybe everything will improve once i get that right.

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